The Last Day of 2005

How should I start? Well, year 2005 was a challenging year. With STPM as my last castle to conquer and another new world ahead of me past 2005. So far, I can say I have done my very BEST with what I know and capable then. Now, I could’ve done better if I am given the chance again. This type of situation always happens on almost everybody everytime. That is because after something had happened, we learn and we grow. We have new insights, new ideas, new ways to handle it better…. Endless. (at least that is what I can thought of at this moment)

It so happen that I believe in one True God, who created us, humans. His sole purpose of creating us is to express His love. It is not that He cannot live without us but we are created uniquely for this sole purpose. We are suppose to enjoy His presence and live happily ever after.

With this in mind, I know that everything that happens has its own purpose. No matter how harsh or difficult is the journey, I know He is watching and guiding. He knows what is BEST for me, and what I need to do is to just —– follow. Seek and Follow His will!! Sounds like eating kacang putih but to really follow His will is a life-long process.

I pray that God will grant me wisdom, as what He had done on Solomon.  I will try not to look at the past and regret that I could’ve done better. But instead, I will try to do my BEST in everything, everything that God has prepared for me in the future.

My future is in Your hands, I submit myself.
"Here I am, send me!" (Isaiah 6 : 8b)

Amen.