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Do you ever had the feeling of “yes, I have everything, but something is still lacking…”
Something’s missing.
Where is it?
What is it?
Sidetrack, that’s what I always do.
Daily devotion versus NEVER-ENDING work.
Which one comes first?
Personal Mission Statement, what is?
Role?
More?
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Oh ya, busy busy, FOCUS~! yata!!!
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I can’t believe my state of mind yesterday night,
or rather super early this morning.
1am EusoffWorks meeting officially dismissed.
I don’t understand,
I just feel depressed after that….
depressed about the test later,
depressed about things that not going to happen so soon,
depressed about many many things…
Never had that before… so many things.
You know that feeling of uselessness.
But anyway,
when I woke up this morning,
everything just flew away.
State of mind totally different.
I guess our brains are just so special.
Afterall, it might be the dinner or snacks..
Interesting.
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I suppose it’s 20%, not stated,
but that, I did quite good.
At least I know how to do the question,
means i’ve sort of master the stuff that i need to know.
50% last saturday,
that was the kind of test where you will laugh after the exam.
Laugh, laughing at the situation,
Laugh because a moment ago you just whack the question without really
knowing what you’re doing.
Laugh because it’s a hard exam and you know at least you wrote something on the test paper.
Laugh because you know that you could have just spend a little more time on the tutorials and
woila~ at least you can write down important equations for brownie marks.
Anyway, another test incoming,
Monday, this, truly no idea what’s it all about…
Went to his lectures and tutorials,
still no idea what’s it all about.
sole reason? the foundations was not strong,
thanks to Dr. PP….
He totally screw up our first 6 weeks of thermo,
I didn’t learn anything at all.
Anyway, It’s wednesday already.
Saturday there’s EusoffWorks Photography Intermediate Training. Half gone.
Friday night ESP BBQ.
Saturday Night another BBQ.
Design project haunting me all this while… COMSOL, how to use?
Looks like World Religion will have to stand aside for a while, at least after monday.
Laplace finished.
Feedback control now.
Continua.. miss Monday morning’s lecture…
Not too sure what’s the constitution equation thing all about,
have to read the lecture notes and ask questions on friday.
EusoffWorks, refine SOP of Video Production.
Drafted, need to write in proper english and step-by-step..
TNT videos yet to be edited,
I think better seperate items by items,
easier for ppl to access.
That’s all…
Phew…
I love writing.
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Truly proud of EusoffWorks.
TNT was well covered and the members are enjoying the stuff that they do~
Nothing more happier than seeing people happy~
50% maths up coming!
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You can feel the stress, no doubt.
tomorrow’s the test and there’s a lot to revise.
2 chapters, chapter 4 and 5.
tempted to skip all classes today.
I really have to thank my Main Comm.
They actually approve of me having a one week sabbatical.
Not really sabbatical though,
it’s one week for me to focus on my studies.
EW is stable enough for me to lay back for a while.
They are really a great bunch of people~
I’ve told them that I will be MIA for some time,
try not to contact me or search for me unless it’s utmost important.
YX is a great guy, with great responsibility.
I really hope that he had caught the vision and in the future will be able to lead the committee
to greater heights.
Admin work is no doubt tedious and stressful,
but with your passion and vision to guide you on,
you’ll be motivated enough to continue on what you’ve started.
Hall have approved of Cathay’s quotation,
JW is a great guy too~
He has helped me alot.
Having a JCRC in the comm. is really a blessing.
I wonder what will happen next year.
Oh ya, JW manage to persuade two seniors to help out in ERC video.
I think that’s not a bad idea indeed.
They’ll have to compile all the video archives that we have and make into
one great video, that people can always use to promote our hall.
No doubt, God is working His Will.
From the moment when we won rag,
or maybe from the moment that I’ve claimed God’s promise
to bless the place where He has situated me,
I’ve seen tremendous changes,
and it’s only changes…
bit by bit…
TRANSFORMATION.
Really grateful…
There are complains, but it’s building up,
slowly but steadily.
I shall include sabbatical week in the SOP. Why not? huhuhuhu~^^
INCENTIVE-orientated, think of people working for you as REAL people,
with emotions and mind.
A long path ahead will be clear.
Enough of my committee,
this post initially started off with wanting to probe my real feelings towards the
two test which is coming up.
I’ve decided to write down my feelings every time I feel pressured, times where my feelings are all jumbled up.
A lot things undone, things unresolved.
Writing down my feelings seem to be the best way to identify what’s happening
and clear away the clouds in my mind.
So that I’ll be able to have a clear mind to handle whatever is at hand.
Just woke up from a satisfying 8hrs of sleep.
Slept at 10+, woke up at 6:30am.
Now when was the last time I have so many hours of NORMAL sleep?
With this battle won, today will be a great day indeed.
I can sense the victory ahead,
Chapter 4 and 5 exercises, yes, I can finish it all!!
Oh ya, the dream I had was very interesting,
I still remember the intricate details of my dream when I woke up an hour ago,
decided to write it all down, with added lesson learned.
Will be kept in blue file folder.
Personal Archive… one small part of my BIG archive dream.
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3rd time.
It’s always the same,
things always gets heated after sem-break.
It was never the other way round.
Currently?
As you can see, my mid-sem is really fully packed.
Year 1 SEM 1 & SEM 2 are quite similar too.
Must really take note…
this is WISDOM..
Point of reference for decision making.
Moral of the story: should stop accepting commitments!!
Oh ya, new found motivation - Stephen Covey 7 Habits of Highly Effective People
finally someone acknowledge my point of view, my principles of living,
in plain english.
EMPOWERED~!
Thank you Lord!
joshuatj is keeping long hair.
First attempt in his humble 20yrs of life on earth.
Any advice on how to keep the hair?
How should I style my hair?
